Two Paper To go...Then will be at KL for my holiday...

Yea...will be in KL soon...having my holidays with friends and etc...well, hope that everything will be going on smoothly...Really having high pressure this few days...I wan to forget everything and put my all attention on the trip...really. Only this, i know that how meaningful and priceless our life is...Only this that i know that i should survive with my future plans for my coming year...Only this i know a lot of things and i learned a lot of things...Yea..sometime we lost and sometime we awake...But the most important is what u learned from there...What u learned from ur mistake and ur past...this is important...

Yesterday, from newspaper knows that 星光3帮-黎础宁commit suicide in her car and dead after sending to the hospital by her relatives. A very sad news after i knew that she commit suicide for love problems...Why? Why dont try to talk with others and get advice from them...A lot of friends and fans supporting u and u know that they will dissapointed and sad if u choose this kind of way to solve ur problems...U left down ur dad, ur fans, ur friends and many more...Just for "love". Anyway...hope u rest in peace, 础宁.

This recent years, i notice that many many artist and public choose suicide as a way to solve their problems...as a way to leave all the things and forget all the problems...why? why dont try to solve it with a more proper way? Human Life is just a very short period and we should enjoy it properly...Although we faced problems and sometime its really force us to leave this world but we should remember that once we leave, we will leave our family too...the one we love so much...Dont...Dont leave them...Stand up! Faced it! Be stronger! And be the Fighter!

Another Boring Day..Another Busy Day...

Yes...my boring day and my busy day--(Final exam day)...Have my first paper on the 5th Nov 2008 and the following on the 11th, 13th, 14th, 17th and 18th...Very pack huh...No choice...Before, we have a more worst time table and we requested the faculty to rearrange the time and our exam date extended till 17 and 18th. Suppose to be end in the 14th with two subject a day...crazy...Well, still need much time to do revision and still blogging huh...don't know..i don't really have the mood to study this semester...last semester plan to hit a dean list but unluckily only get 3.37 pointer and fail again...Disappointing plus upset...The most happiest moments in this semester is when i am chosen to attend the Malaysia International Studies Conferences (MSC 6) that held at Crowne Plaza Hotel for 4 days with my friend, Ian, Siang En, Nor, Kikky and the other that dont know their name...

I meet a lot of scholars such as Professor Dr Paul James, a Professor from Globalism Research Centre RMIT Melbourne, Prof Dato' Dr Abdul Rahman Embong, Top Malaysian Social Scientists and the Winner of Prestigious International Awards, Prof Dr Wan Zawawi Ibrahim from UKM and so on...Sadly can't meet Dr Jomo K. Sundaram, the United Nations Assistant Secretary in New York...Very impressed on his paper that criticized on the food crisis and his various books.

Well, the most impressive of course the food in Crown Plaza Hotel..OMG...very nice and even the morning tea and the evening tea, we enjoy the cake, cookies and many other things...God!!! so nice...And of course our lunch time...the moment that our stomach full with the delicious food....Me and Ian said that this is the greatest moment in our Uni life...the four days...eat and eat and eat...no stress at all...Of course including the view from the Crown Plaza amaze us so much and we keep taking photo to snap the greatest view on Kuching. This is the greatest moment for us to learned from the criticize, comments and the "quarrel" between the professor and the scholar from different countries on their research papers and the government policies....Of course i meet a lot of my lecturers that presenting their paper on the conferences and it is great to have the opportunity to see their skillful and stimulating presentation skills...

Ok, times up....Study time....Huh....What a Boring Day.....

Is There Any Obama Barrack In the Future of Malaysia?

Obama's winning in the election of the president of United States shows us that there is no longer an issues between the "white" and the "black" in the united states. No matter where's the person from and who he/ she is, as long he/ she own the ability then he/ she will be the one...However, in the Malaysia context...I would said "it is possible, but not now...", then when? May be 50 more years? I don't really know. This is true. Why don't we review back our history and look how many Chinese, Indian and the Kadazan or Bidayuh have the chance to become the Prime Minister of Malaysia? None...When some ministers is interview for this question, they said the other ethnic group still not capable to be the prime minister...bla bla bla...What do you mean not capable? What do you mean not acceptable for the majority ethnic group? Then how do you determine the one that capable and the one that not capable? This is the excuses that we get and we do heard about it frequently huh? This is Malaysia...How we going to improve if we keep using the excuses just to defend or maintain certain people's right? The unequal between the different group of ethnic group will only bring Malaysia down...This is true...How we going to compete with the other country seems we are still bothered with the ethnicity issues? WAKE UP MALAYSIA...Bring Us Another Obama Barrack...